What is Utopia and where do you need to go to find it?
Will you be satisfied with it when you get there, or will you still be left questioning?
With the possible and more than likely hard work you’ll need to do to get there, is it enough?
Endless questions and new milestones will always be set with further searching. Perhaps what is printed in a manual might be of use to some, to spare them of their difficulties. A step by step guide of who to see, who to call, where to go, but will they take grasp of the assistance when they get there, or will they say it’s no good and still doesn’t fix their problem.
There is always a need for guidance and the need to heed it in one way or another. Knowledge is power and with power comes responsibility. Not responsibility to other people but to us. As is always said, you can’t love another until you love yourself.
No one’s painful past is alike or even remotely similar but the mental harm and inner torment are understood by those trained to help or who have been through it, evidenced by the coping strategies used to keep the wolves at bay. When haunted by horrible images and nasty inner dialogue and thinking that the only way to rid them was to vigorously shake your head and say NO NOT NOW!!
It is pain, not visibly seen with crutches or bandages, but excruciating inner pain. When asked how someone else can help you, you feel muted because you can’t put it into words for others that could ever possibly make sense.
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